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Post by Remus John Lupin on Jan 8, 2012 21:06:21 GMT -5
"Good, I still need to meet this Teddy fellow. He seems like a good guy, the way you talk about him," Remus replied, "No need to have to cook, of course I can do what I can." Remus looked at her curiously, feeling a lot better than he did before he came here. What a profound effect she had on him. "Why didn't you eat with your family before?"
"I don't know any other road," Remus simply replied sighing, "I've always been on that road. Being left alone is a lot safer for everyone."
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Post by Sophie Marietta Lupin on Jan 8, 2012 21:29:55 GMT -5
"He's great, he made me eat." Sophie said, "I'd ran away because I was scared of what would happen and well I left for a few month only to end up almost starving to death.." That day haunted her but she'd ran away from her birth parents not her adoptive aunt and uncle.
"But there's no one there, it made me feel like I was against the world. I didn't like that feeling so I changed it and my road ended up having many people that loved me.." she smiled again, "I'm sure that if you told her and actually made her feel better, and that road would would be left.. it'd be behind you.."
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Post by Remus John Lupin on Jan 8, 2012 21:39:53 GMT -5
"I'll be sure to give your brother a pat on the back," Remus replied with a smile, looking back up at her, "If I might ask, why did you run away? I thought your brother was great to you?" Remus was slightly confused, feeling he was missing something.
"I know the feeling, but I've grown to live with it. Other roads for me seem to be filled with hurt and loss, and sorrow. I want to stay on the track I am on because it's safe, and won't hurt anyone else. I am dangerous, and I don't want to put anyone else in more danger than they already are in. I mean, I want for Tonks to be happy, but the cost for it is too great. Greyback will surely come after me and Tonks if anything were to happen between the two of us."
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Post by Sophie Marietta Lupin on Jan 8, 2012 22:16:53 GMT -5
"Well, I thought I was being tracked by my bullies and I didn't want them to find me or my family so I ran. I didn't remember that I was a witch so I almost starved.." Sophie remembered that if she hadn't run she would've been attacked by her birth parents again.
"You're stuck at the cross roads.. You want to go down the road she's on, but you don't want to hurt her or yourself. Sometimes following the straight and narrow isn't always what is the right way.. Some times its the dangerous and windy path." She said.
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Post by Remus John Lupin on Jan 8, 2012 22:24:08 GMT -5
"I see, that wasn't the best move but your past defines you now," Remus said thinking about it. It made some sense. He didn't think about it too much. It was weird how he would just accept things, but he felt some sort of connection to her.
"That I am. I don't think I can choose from what is right and what is wrong. I don't want anything to happen to her, I'm too afraid. I'm a coward," Remus said then burying his face in his arms against the bar. He was so confused at what to do right now. He wanted no danger, and if he just went with it, what didn't say he wouldn't regret it?
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Post by Sophie Marietta Lupin on Jan 8, 2012 22:38:27 GMT -5
"I look ahead to what will happen.." Sophie said, "There's always room to look ahead.. None to look back.."
She looked over at her adoptive father, she felt bad. Had it really been this hard for him? She was glad that now she could be there for him. "Well, I can tell you that cowardess runs in the family. It's not like you're the only one, Teddy has commitment issues.."
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Post by Remus John Lupin on Jan 10, 2012 17:25:16 GMT -5
"That is true, though one must keep in mind the past, because you can learn from your past," Remus replied thinking about it, "If one never looks back, they might not remember and learn from it. But there is no need to dwell on it." Though he spoke the words, he wasn't sure if he was following his own advice.
"I don't think it's the same thing," Remus replied holding back tears to try and keep himself strong, it wasn't manly to cry right? "He doesn't have a situation if he gets involved with someone they might end up dead. Greyback is coming at me with vengeance, and will stop at nothing until he gets it." Remus had thought about going back and letting Greyback have his revenge, keeping his friends away from his danger for it, but he had been convinced by himself to stay, but go if he had to.
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Post by Sophie Marietta Lupin on Jan 10, 2012 22:28:42 GMT -5
"I learn from my brother's mistakes. He tends to make more than I do anyway, well other than the fact that I should never jump into a training session with dogs more agile and feirce than myself." Sophie almost smiled.
"Everyone gets scared, but that doesn't mean you shouldn't chase down what you want." she said closing her eyes, "If you love something, set it free.. If it doesn't come back, it was never yours." She quoted things she'd heard over the years, "Greyback should be the least of your worries, what happens if several people hunt Tonks down because she's only a half-blood? What if she ends up getting the Dementor's kiss because of that?"
She knew none of that would happen because, Tonks had proof that she was a witch from her mother. The pureblood, Andromeda Tonks.
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Post by Remus John Lupin on Jan 10, 2012 22:35:41 GMT -5
"Ha! I think I might really like this brother of yours, Teddy you said right?" Remus replied thinking about it, then beginning to think that he could endanger these two as well when they come over to keep him company, which might not be the best thing in the world. Remus shoved the thought away.
"What? No! I would never let that happen!" Remus replied fiercely lifting his head up extremely quickly almost enough to give one whiplash, "That will never happen to her. But that even makes me want to not do anything even more. I mean I'm..." he dropped his voice to a whisper so no one who wanted to overheard could, "a werewolf." He returned to his normal height in voice, "If they would go after her for being a halfblood, think of what they might do if they found out that me and her were to be involved."
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Post by Sophie Marietta Lupin on Jan 10, 2012 22:53:47 GMT -5
"Yes his name's Teddy, he makes the majority of the mistakes. I correct them. Say's we're like faternal twins but he's three years older than me." Sophie said, her brown eyes now had a slightly livelier glow.
"Then help her before that happens, hide her and yourself. Her mother could help, Bellatrix and the others don't know where the Tonks family is because they disowned Andromeda. And I happen to know there's now a tunnel around that back of the house that leads to a cavern." she had stood up and clutched her hands into fists. She'd dug that tunnel, her and Teddy had when they were looking for a safe spot for the next year. "What happens if no one gets her in time? What if they said the you-know-what had to disband in order to save Tonks, and if it wasn't she would die? You'd save her from that, why not start? Winter is almost over and then spring will come. The time for new begining, where everything starts new."
That last part had been what she wished could happen and she could start all over and then be reborn so that none of her abused life had existed.
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Post by Remus John Lupin on Jan 14, 2012 18:34:59 GMT -5
"He sounds a lot like me, though I doubt he's that much like me," Remus replied with a slight smile, "Some say siblings can be connected as though they were twins in special cases." Not that he knew any of that, though Sirius and James were like twins when they were together, and a lot like siblings, which he guessed could be a very loose example of it.
"She wouldn't ever agree. Nymphadora is a fighter and wouldn't run, and as it stands, she probably wouldn't be in a room with me, and even if that changes, what says they will gain control? Dumbledore is still among us." Remus couldn't even think of how the Death Eaters could manage a take over while Dumbledore was still alive.
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Post by Sophie Marietta Lupin on Jan 15, 2012 4:04:36 GMT -5
"You wouldn't be surprised at how different you two are but very surprised at how similar. Everyone says I'm a lot like dad, but of course, he's different than me in many ways.. And he's so much like you it's scary.." Sophie smiled. Of course, she could now compare her brother and father better but she didn't see how she was like him. Even if she'd been adopted, she'd been told by a few people that knew her adoptive parents that she was very like her father.
"Betcha if you talked to her or wrote her a letter she would." She finished off the last bit of her water, "Maybe if she knew she had to protect something, she'd try to stay back and protect it.. but the world will never know unless you try.."
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Post by Remus John Lupin on Jan 15, 2012 13:46:10 GMT -5
"Like me? Your father and your brother? I guess we Lupins are a lot alike, no matter how distantly related," Remus replied thinking about it. People like him? That was a scary thought. He doubted they were werewolfs like him, and hoped they weren't, but he wasn't the greatest person in the world. He was secretive, quiet, distant, and was afraid of letting anyone get too close to him.
"I guess... I'll see if I can manage it," Remus sighed thinking of all he would want to say. Maybe he would write a letter. That would be easier than talking to her since he could take anything he didn't want to say back and scribble it out or erase it, depending on what it was.
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Post by Sophie Marietta Lupin on Jan 15, 2012 15:34:36 GMT -5
"An uncle of mine and Teddy's always said that you were a great friend. Even if you kept secrets, he'd always say that you were his best friend." Sophie smiled, even if that was hardly true she was just going off of instinct on what to say.
"Follow your instinct on what to say.. I'm sure she'll read it and understand but still be kind of upset. And I'm sure she'll write back when she gets the nerve to read it.." she smiled. She started to stand up so she could get her bags put away in her room. There were about eight bags, four full of clothes, one with dog food, one with meat, and two with other foods.
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Post by Remus John Lupin on Jan 16, 2012 21:19:40 GMT -5
"Wait, who is this uncle? I don't know who you and I both would know..." Remus replied questioningly. Sirius would have told him about his distant cousins, same with Harry, Tonks, Dumbledore... well those were the only ones he really was too close to, he wasn't sure who else it could be which is why he was curious.
"I guess so.." Remus said with a slight smile, he knew what he wanted to say, and say it a million times over, but he was too scared to come out right and say it. "Do you want me to help you with your bags?" He was a gentleman and would help her out as she had helped him out.
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